Sunday, February 17, 2008

"Who are you and who am I?"

"I guess I’ve come a long ways and I don’t even know it
I guess I’ve seen a lot of days and I don’t know how to show it
It seems people come and people go
But somehow I gotta get on with the show
It’s all the same
I hope I don’t blow it

Who are you and who am I?
It’s hard to say sometimes
How am I supposed to fly?
I really don’t know, do you?
Who are you and who am I?
It’s hard to try when I’m so down
Who am I?"


This song really speaks to me lately. I guess it's because I really don't know WHO I am and WHAT I really want to do with my life. I'm in school right now in part of the music program here, and after a semester and a half, I've decided it's not for me. Don't get me wrong, music is WHO I AM, but the program here is NOT what I want to be doing right now. This program is making me dislike music instead of loving it more, which is NOT what I want by a long shot. I've decided that after this semester is over, I'm pretty much going to transfer to a different school and try something else. Anyone who knows me knows that I like to mess around on my computer, so I'm going to try my hand at a Comp Sci degree. If that doesn't work out, I might try to Comp Design program. All I know is I have to find something that is right for ME, not what anyone else THINKS is right for me, or WANTS me to be or do. I'm too old to care about what other people want from me or think I should be doing with my life. It's MY life!

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Now playing: Maren Ord - Who Am I
via FoxyTunes

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

"Who are you and who am I?"

"I guess I’ve come a long ways and I don’t even know it
I guess I’ve seen a lot of days and I don’t know how to show it
It seems people come and people go
But somehow I gotta get on with the show
It’s all the same
I hope I don’t blow it

Who are you and who am I?
It’s hard to say sometimes
How am I supposed to fly?
I really don’t know, do you?
Who are you and who am I?
It’s hard to try when I’m so down
Who am I?"


This song really speaks to me lately. I guess it's because I really don't know WHO I am and WHAT I really want to do with my life. I'm in school right now in part of the music program here, and after a semester and a half, I've decided it's not for me. Don't get me wrong, music is WHO I AM, but the program here is NOT what I want to be doing right now. This program is making me dislike music instead of loving it more, which is NOT what I want by a long shot. I've decided that after this semester is over, I'm pretty much going to transfer to a different school and try something else. Anyone who knows me knows that I like to mess around on my computer, so I'm going to try my hand at a Comp Sci degree. If that doesn't work out, I might try to Comp Design program. All I know is I have to find something that is right for ME, not what anyone else THINKS is right for me, or WANTS me to be or do. I'm too old to care about what other people want from me or think I should be doing with my life. It's MY life!

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Now playing: Maren Ord - Who Am I
via FoxyTunes

0 comments:

 

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