Sunday, November 11, 2007

Failure failure failure...

I HATE that word. Hate HATE hate that word. First of all, who has the right to label someone or something as a failure except the person that is in judgment? I've been judged as a failure all my life, and let me tell you, it's not FUN.

So...I'm failing school. Surprise surprise right? It was bound to happen anyway...just didn't think it would happen when I'm doing something that I love. Guess life has other plans for me and they have nothing to do with music. That just makes me sad. As if being 26 and freshman in college wasn't hard enough... I really don't want to talk to my adviser and tell him that I'm changing majors either, especially when I don't really WANT to change majors, but have to anyway.

I have a concert to attend in an hour that I *really* don't want to go to...it's a faculty recital that will count towards convo credit, but I still don't want to go.


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Sunday, November 11, 2007

Failure failure failure...

I HATE that word. Hate HATE hate that word. First of all, who has the right to label someone or something as a failure except the person that is in judgment? I've been judged as a failure all my life, and let me tell you, it's not FUN.

So...I'm failing school. Surprise surprise right? It was bound to happen anyway...just didn't think it would happen when I'm doing something that I love. Guess life has other plans for me and they have nothing to do with music. That just makes me sad. As if being 26 and freshman in college wasn't hard enough... I really don't want to talk to my adviser and tell him that I'm changing majors either, especially when I don't really WANT to change majors, but have to anyway.

I have a concert to attend in an hour that I *really* don't want to go to...it's a faculty recital that will count towards convo credit, but I still don't want to go.


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